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Loveless (18+)

 Ever since I was a little kid, I never thought about a fairytale romance. I was shown porn by a friend when I was about 5 (they were 6 I think at the time) on good old unrestricted YouTube. What I remember of the video as a very close up image of a woman giving a man a blow job. It was messy, loud, and I remembered feeling fascinated yet very uncomfortable. At the time i called them “sex videos” and i remember telling my dad all about it when he asked what the two of us had been up to, and he got incredibly angry at me for heavens knows why. I hadn’t been the one looking up sex on the computer, was I?  What followed was a childhood of a very sexualized mindset throughout my childhood. I was 8 looking up dirty jokes on google images for entertainment, and watching previews for 18+ Movie on iTunes just to pass the time. I read Fifty Shades when i was 13 just because i was curious, then again at 15 and a few more times after that. I started seeking out porn on my own when i was ...
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Asexuality (18+)

     (I would just like to state that this piece of writing does not reflect how I view others' relationships. Have as much sex as you want, kiss as many or as few people as you’d like, be in a committed relationship or never settle down, and feel no shame in that, I fucking salute you! This is purely my feelings about my own self, not to project onto anyone else!)      Loveless is a novel by British author Alice Oseman and has been a large part in me coming to terms with myself. All of Alice’s work has been really. Seeing Kit Connor in his role as Nick Nelson in Heartstopper, and Aled Last in Radio Silence were two large aspects of me figuring out my identity as a genderqueer person who uses They/Them pronouns.       Loveless is a book about a young girl named Georgia (who I believe is a self-insert character of Alice themselves) who has never had a crush on anyone, never been kissed, never been in a relationshi...
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